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2010-06-15T23:56:00.002+08:00

Back
Post about shanghai another day
basically its very enriching and fun lol

need to really pia my homework this week.
PIA

list : chem, math, english, history essay, malay spammage, macbeth, phy,chem,math rev, phy ace, chem ace,

sleep now lol

2010-05-26T15:19:00.001+08:00

lol 风水轮流转

my grades all 飞来飞去

in the end same msg as last term..

MUST BUCK UP LANGUAGES.

anw keep a look out for livejournal for shanghai updates.
@hancheng. china cant see blogger. lol

CHANGE

2010-05-08T23:56:00.000+08:00

when did i become so attention seeking
and have such a yearning for public acceptance and fame

CHANGE

2010-05-05T23:53:00.001+08:00

Is it a trend to remove tagboards?

lol

2010-05-05T18:49:00.001+08:00

woohoo
yet the conclusion of another week
lit and csc tests were :X .

there's really nothing in school now
just boring mundane stuff
other than some laughter from malay lessons + jingzhan + hancheng

even huagang lost its charm for me
what i hope now is for week 8 to be over
and for my 2 trips overseas.
thats it.
im done.

Class

2010-05-01T23:18:00.002+08:00

I should be sleeping or mugging doing something else now.

My chinese is de-proving. I seriously need to buck up to at least get an A2.

This week had been quite happy, sad and tired as well. And it made me think about my class.

Everyone is just so unique, in terms of talents, preferences, characteristics, habits etc. Frankly speaking I didn't really think anything about my class for the past 1 year or so, and I felt quite detached.

But somehow it feels that some barriers are broken, although I'm still unsure of some stuffs.

Somehow it feels quite sad to think that we only have 5-6 more months with each other.

Awww.

2010-04-29T18:39:00.002+08:00

No-more-muggable-tests-till-next-wednesday

Thus its time to sit down and do the last contributions I can give, although I'm quite reluctant to do so.

2.4km tmr aww

Day with no lights

2010-04-22T06:49:00.002+08:00

Since I can't fall asleep in class now,
I shall blog.

10 things on my mind:

1) Rather peaceful now.

2) Yesterday's ICAS was screwed.

3) Im in need of CIP.

4) Im quite tired, but there is no electricity in class.

5) My class sleeps when the lights are on, and wakes up when the lights are off.

6) Today will be a long day because of malay.

7) Quite nice watching "sunrise" from my classroom.

8) I have to say this morning is one of those this year which are cool, and not stuffy nor hot.

9) I really want to get out of high school asap.

10) I will try to sleep after this.

hongdou song

2010-04-19T07:56:00.000+08:00

红豆

还没好好的感受
雪花绽放的气候
我们一起颤抖会更明白
什么是温柔
还没跟你牵着手
走过荒芜的沙丘
可能从此以后
学会珍惜天长和地久

有时候有时候
我会相信一切有尽头
相聚离开都有时候
没有什么会永垂不朽
可是我有时候
宁愿选择留恋不放手
等到风景都看透
也许你会陪我看细水长流

还没为你剥红豆
熬成缠绵的伤口
然后一起分享
会更明白相思的哀愁
还没好好的感受
醒着亲吻的温柔
可能在我左右
你才追求
孤独的自由

有时候有时候
我会相信一切有尽头
相聚离开都有时候
没有什么会永垂不朽
可是我有时候
宁愿选择留恋不放手
等到风景都看透
也许你会陪我看细水长流

有时候有时候
我会相信一切有尽头
相聚离开都有时候
没有什么会永垂不朽
可是我有时候
宁愿选择留恋不放手
等到风景都看透
也许你会陪我看细水长流红豆

还没好好的感受
雪花绽放的气候
我们一起颤抖会更明白
什么是温柔
还没跟你牵着手
走过荒芜的沙丘
可能从此以后
学会珍惜天长和地久

有时候有时候
我会相信一切有尽头
相聚离开都有时候
没有什么会永垂不朽
可是我有时候
宁愿选择留恋不放手
等到风景都看透
也许你会陪我看细水长流

还没为你剥红豆
熬成缠绵的伤口
然后一起分享
会更明白相思的哀愁
还没好好的感受
醒着亲吻的温柔
可能在我左右
你才追求
孤独的自由

有时候有时候
我会相信一切有尽头
相聚离开都有时候
没有什么会永垂不朽
可是我有时候
宁愿选择留恋不放手
等到风景都看透
也许你会陪我看细水长流

有时候有时候
我会相信一切有尽头
相聚离开都有时候
没有什么会永垂不朽
可是我有时候
宁愿选择留恋不放手
等到风景都看透
也许你会陪我看细水长流

2010-04-15T23:36:00.003+08:00

Mixed feelings now.

ahhh

:X

Tan Kah Kee Post post

2010-04-11T21:43:00.002+08:00

Though reluctant initially to have another TKK performance, so much to the extent of resentment, the experience and memories that were reaped from this year cannot be denied. Though it was full of ups and downs, (especially during the last week of blocking where things were not well, plus screwing up the first rehearsal due to some reasons), it did not end on a low note - with joy accompanying the lift-off-from-a-burden that has been a constant disruption to what had been planned.

This production not only allowed me to see the dark sides of people, it also allowed me to understand batch mates and juniors more, clearing some misunderstandings and perceptions, and of course confirming some of them. With that said, it also allowed me to understand myself more, and what I really want to do and hope to do. I also learned better how to deal and communicate with people, even though, at that point in time, I may have a sudden urge to flare up.

I have also learned how to respect others more, how to respect the production, the cast, the crew, the production manager, stage managers, technical heads, peers, juniors, teachers. It had been tiring for all, especially the heads and crew, as compared to the cast who do not really have anything to do, from which my observation tells me so.

Despite it being considered a success, I still think there are much more things to improve on, and it will be short sighted of anyone to stay stagnant here and not move forward, to not improve, and to not learn what is necessary.

Undeniably, discipline is one very big aspect that has to be improved on. The sacredness of the stage (front and back) should be respected, as well as the production team as a whole.

Artistic aspects have to be improved as well, especially acting (I still pre empt on the last show, and didnt relly get into the character for the last day). Members' coordination, quick response and teamwork has to be trained, and we have to be more bonded as a whole.

Technical aspects, in my opinion, has to be improved as well. The crew, in my opinion, did very well, but it can be improved as well. Less screw ups, higher discipline, better coordination, and more respect for the leaders of their respective team. I feel the crew is like a brigade, where communication is key. More preparation should have been done as well, instead of doing everything last minute (this does not apply for lights/sounds though :X).

Key appointment holders are the ones that have really fucked their hearts out, and hope this experience will not bring them down, but help them to do better next time (if they are going to continue in any way).

The above may sound too authoritative or too arrogant, but thats what I feel, (and i have already said everything in a more positive manner).

After watching huangcheng, and the coordination as well, I see a stark difference. I do not know how is their interpersonal relationship before the whole production, whether they screwed each other up or fell apart, but what I see is teamwork, discipline, time management, and most importantly, them enjoying what they do. Every aspect counts, and on a side note, I didnt expect Minhua to smile before 3rd bell rings. It is too imba.

Whatever I done wrong, whatever we done wrong, and whatever mistakes we have made, I think we all know it ourselves, and we know that we had done our best. At this moment, I have to thank some people. My apologies, it is still going to continue in weird English.

PM: The show wouldn't be possible without you. Though you had some bad moments and stuff, you pulled it through.

TJ: As always, thanks for being there and give me support. My love for you is undeniable (lol). Great job as SM, as well as backstage as well.

KL: I hope you rmb what I said lol. Its gonna help you seriously, being too kind to people doesn't help you at all. Again, great job :).

Hancheng: Ups and downs for you eh. BUT YOU ARE A GREAT DAOZHANG. ROCK ON and dont let falao own your balls. ^ ^

ST: Although your preparation of baby oil for removing makeup was prepared too early, but at least you prepared. :). Your team and you did a great job in ensuring the make ups to be on time. grats and enjoy bsc.

QY: You were great in managing your members (except for storyteller of course). And thanks for keeping ah kun's clothes neat everyday ^ ^.

John, songze and qifan: Trololol dengguang and yinxiang ftw. Although you all suffered an innocent scolding from him, you all rocked on and brought me laughter lol. But i still dam upset i havent ben in the control room at all lol. So songze you can continue niaoing me -.- .

LJ : thanks for reminding everyone when in need. And to share my woes too.

Dandan: Thanks for keeping the bunch of people under control.. and maybe.. thanks for crying for me? lol

Jingjian: Cool dude thanks for coordinating the ge dui, and a funny guy too, and for your ass touches .... Chilli Ketchup ftw.

Yuanxin: You've been a great help to hancheng, and a happy person to be with. thanks :)

Kerry: Thanks for letting me hug you and relieve tensions within me, hope to work with you soon ^ ^.

PC: thanks for not fantasising about girls when you have to do work. lolol.

And special thanks to Ho Jin Yang, for entertaining me every single minute I see him, you are a great joker, but a responsible and disciplined dude during production.

Of course, I have to thank Wang Lao Shi for his admin work, and his entertainment too. Zhou Lao Shi for helping me in my acting, confidence and make up, and Yang Lao Shi, for this yet another chance, and teachings that he had taught us all.

To the others who I cannot think at this time (and cuz time is getting too little), thanks for making this production complete, and to bring me joy and laughter when I needed it, as well as giving me packs of water without me asking for them, and helping me to check my clothing, make up and what not.

It has been tiring, stressful, full of sorrow and despair, but we pulled it through, and it is a great experience.

Either YiYun or HuangCheng, I will be there,to learn and make mistakes, to work with a team, to experience theatre, to do something that I, weirdly and coincidentally embarked on 3 years ago, and love it now, although I cannot really explain what it is, and to relive this undying fire in me.

戏剧，是个遗憾的艺术。

听，开声的认真。
看，后台的勤奋。
想，自己的角色。
希望，这些在来一次。

青涩的话，可能并不代表什么，并没有渗透力，影响力。可能用词都用错了，但这是我的心声，我的感觉，我的回忆。

2010-04-08T22:52:00.001+08:00

Today was rather pleasant :)

Normal lunching with yuzz, then off to library to slack lol.

crapping with dandan john hancheng lipch and zhengtai is fun lololol

plus the unlimited trolololol

and after malay too ^ ^.

loooovveeellllyyyyy. (like how gordon ramsay says it lol)

relax

2010-04-03T23:56:00.002+08:00

I would actually prefer to a 4 day school instead of a 5, and the teachers can give as much homework as they want. 2 days is just seriously to short to really have even a short rest from the hectic week.

That said, I have'nt really done my homework.
Neither my HRP.
Neither Pday.

But what I have been doing, to be honest, is youtubing! Hell's Kitchen is a real addiction seriously, seeing Gordon Ramsay torturing the competitors to help him scout and shape his next executive chef. Nice.

Me and _____ are like 2 cars finding each other in the mountains right now. I am sure _____ is with _____, but I'm not quite sure again. Here we go, turning, braking, changing gears, overtaking, keeping a lookout.

Its weird actually, to be sitting on the fence and not think about anything. maybe this is the real escapism.
On the other hand, its still full of possibilities.

Everytime I meet with a problem, I like to think of the past, why did I do this, why did i do that. Was it correct or wrong?

At the end of the day, I am a strong fatalist.

Beat that

haiz

2010-03-31T20:32:00.002+08:00

你比较喜欢白天，还是夜晚呢？
你认为太阳或者月亮比较伟大呢？

太阳能给我们温暖，给我们照料。失落的时候，仰头一看，高挂的太阳，就会给我一点安慰。雨过天晴时，太阳重现，跟着一道彩虹，也是难得的一个景观。

月亮，在黑夜里，给我们一线曙光，茫然失落时，它能够引导我们。它，也有一点诡异，一点神秘。

太阳高挂时，月亮在哪里？
月亮守夜时，太阳又在哪里？

互相衬托，互相让位。
一年到头，太阳与月亮展现自己的机会，不是一样吗？

有了月亮，没了太阳，世界会怎样？
有了太阳，没了月亮，世界又会怎样？

为什么，太阳与月亮，不会像人类那么要抢风头呢？
为什么，太阳与月亮，不会像人类那样自私呢？

［很怪吧，我也不知道为什么要写这些，可能是心理上要表达的，却不知道怎么表达，也可能是不敢吧。］

Kerry and Gabriel asked me about YY, I can see their confusion, their concern, and their disappointment. Things are always so unpredictable. It's a bad end to the 4 years. I will stop here, my expression sucks.

Thats why I like to keep silent,
in most of the classes,
in public,
when im eating
when im on a bus
when im at home

I just don't know how to share, and who to share with.

2010-03-03T20:54:00.001+08:00

This is super not worth it
Doing with such screwed people
sacrificing family ties

CUZ OF YOU ALL
tards
now im in deep shit

I dont know when the cold war will end

damn you ALL

sianz

2010-02-28T21:21:00.001+08:00

For once i thought you were different
For once I thought I was going to be alright

I hope that all these will end
Ah!
JC, NS, Uni
Whatever

Just get me out of here
And all the shit

Although I will face more shit next year onwards
But at least I think I will get myself to accept then

Escapism

Wenzi Over!

2010-02-21T00:05:00.002+08:00

Heard that it was okay.
I did'nt go but eugene asked me how it was, i said i heard it was better than during blockings, and i added and said that this was both good and bad news.

The good news is of course is....

The bad news is that this may become a trend, where actors ego go up and only act well during the real thing. This situation will lead to directors wanting to jump off buildings before the performances start, and also build sucking ego on these people (which some of them already have).
I admit this is an exaggerated case and is purely an assumption, but just one of my weird thoughts.

FRIDAY! I'm waiting for you.
5 more tests. thats all

and lit and geog on mon. ...

2010-02-16T18:15:00.002+08:00

i can so bloody predict im so gonna break down on sun (b4 lit and geog test)
i shouldnt whine here but do something..
but what can i do ..urps

happy cny!

2010-02-07T22:00:00.001+08:00

I MUST STOP GROWING FATTER!

at least until march

ahh

2010-02-04T15:21:00.001+08:00

Should'nt we get our facts right before accusing / complaining about things?
Especially accusing others / whine in front of other people.

zzz
ahh

Updates

2010-01-29T22:28:00.003+08:00

The time has called for a new post, due to certain emotions evoked during this week, actually mainly today.

I won't really talk about the preporsterous (spelling error intended) test, think in another way this might really push me to think and apply further, although beautiful MSG will be gone. A bad premonition tells me that my MSG will be sky high, praying to all gods and whatever for my MSG to be below 3.0 ...

I remember someone telling me what Superman (or whatever man) said : With great power comes great responsibility.

And with great responsibility comes great commitment. The commitment sometimes may be overwhelming and overtaxing, but the choice and decision is yours.

I once had a theory, that our club has 3 kinds of members :

1) Proud Members
2) Members
3) Assholes

Have a little discussion on my tagboard what defines these 3 categories! (those who know please do not comment and spoil the fun :P)

HAHAHAHAHA

2010-01-18T23:24:00.001+08:00

hahahahaha